There will be pain

So ive come to that conclusion. Yes there will be pleasure too but not just yet. Its sad when things dont go as you wished them to. Its sad when you upset others, or more is going on then your entitled to knowing. Sometimes thats the pain of it there. Its deep and upsetting but ultimately useless. You cant hide from pain. It hunts you really. The times when your least aware of its influence it strikes you hardest. Tonight i watched "The End" of the tv show LOST. Much like the first time i saw it and every time since, there were emotions that welled up and reminded me of the need to let go and move on. Be progressive and just because u have a question doesnt mean it has to be answered. (serious lost fans just laughed) Time to be happy but before i go and also cause i figured out the embedding thing earlier, here ya go.....for those of you that want to see what i mean.

"Maybe in another life" Des said that one time, means alot to me tonight.

The 1st

Welcome to all of you. All 1 of you. Yep the beginning of this and maybe already the end. If this ends up with followers and commenter's i will keep it going. I think if anything this will be a place for me to post my thoughts feelings and ramblings I'm certain. I'm hoping that i can offer help for others through my experiences and that commenter's here can help each other and me as well.

For today let me throw out some general info. I'm a 24 yr old guy in Colorado springs. I'm a fairly mellow guy, i do my best to walk the line between a kid and a grown up. I also have my short comings and difficulties. Ill talk about those from time to time as well as my triumphs. I wont be naming my friends or family. I may speak of people in my life but they know who they are. :-) So onward into the pages of history....something something something dark side.

This is a link to a window into my life

Stephen Rivers

Kudos to those of you who get the title of this blog. :-) Hope it made you smile.